Do you get sad suddenly and your chest starts hurting and it takes all of your energy to move even slightly ?
Do you get sad suddenly and your chest starts hurting and it takes all of your energy to move even slightly ?
I have just come to the conclusion that no matter how hard I try, it just isn’t enough.
I am not enough.
i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse.
I don’t know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.
-V. J.
I think about dying but I don’t want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.
— Matty Healy
“I have been thinking about suicide a lot lately.”—
My special talent is assuming our friendship is a burden on you and you dread hearing from me. So then I stop talking to you to ease the load and ruin what we had
I’m thinking about ending it again and i don’t even care about the consequences, i just want out.
— my mind won’t shut up
i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now.